This track has been worked and dumped and reworked to help this album evolve as you listen to the tracks.
lyrics
Have you ever felt alone
Could it be that I was wrong
Have you ever felt alone
In this place that I call home
How can I be so blind
Time after time I get left behind
There was a time when you were on my mind
But now I’ve seen everything that I needed to see
How can you be so cold
You said we would love, but you wanted control
I gave you my all, and my heart was sold
but now I’m taking everything back
Love is fading into the night
Dawn is breaking
I’ve put up the fight
Tired of failing
Tired of breathing
I’ll put out the lights
I will not suffocate
I will cut off these strings
I will not bow down
I will not let go
You‘ve picked the wrong fight
I will remember how you screamed
I will not bow down
I will not let go
I will be the monster in your head
It seems you have not learnt your lessons
I will be the poison under your skin
And now your life is broken
Love is fading into the night
Dawn is breaking
I’ve put up the fight
Tired of failing
Tired of breathing
I’ll put out the lights
I will not suffocate
I will cut off these strings
I will not bow down
I will not let go
You‘ve picked the wrong fight
I will remember how you screamed
I will not bow down
I will not let go
I’m becoming a monster because of you
I can hear the devil screaming out my name
The lights go out
It’s over now
I will not suffocate
I will cut off these strings
I will not bow down
I will not let go
You’ve picked the wrong fight
I will remember how you screamed
I will not bow down
I will not break down
Have you ever felt alone
Could it be that I was wrong
Have you ever felt alone
In this place that I call home
credits
from Heavy Petals,
released August 2, 2016
Aaron Ting for helping out with my lyrics, Mike Leon and Taiyo Shirai for listening and improving my track.
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